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Ever done something and the outcome was not what you intended? We can set out with a goal in mind but what’s actually accomplished is the opposite of what we’d planned. I’m afraid that writing my blog has been one of those times.
I tend to freely share my weaknesses with others. It’s something I’ve always done and my blog is no different. I’ve felt compelled to write about my personal challenges in becoming the Christian I hope to be. In that process however, I’ve caused people who love me and whom I love to be concerned. That’s certainly not the reaction I’d hoped my writing would produce!
We all want those we care about to feel good about themselves and put their best foot forward. While my intent is to be encouraging, in thinking about it, I can understand that posting my struggles for all to see may make it seem that I am presenting myself in a negative light; that I’m hard on myself and I guess I am, but….. I’m OK with that.
Living a Christian life isn’t easy. It takes vigilance. It takes work. It takes prayer. It. Takes. Forgiveness. I don’t know about you, but I get discouraged with my progress. And so, I write. Sharing what I’m experiencing and feeling somehow clarifies and solidifies for me the lessons I’m learning.
Here’s the miraculous thing! Most of the time, when I share the questions I have or the obstacles I face, it prompts others who’ve already been there to share their insights with me! At the same time, someone else shares that what God has inspired me to write about is exactly what they’ve been wrestling with, too!
No, living a Christian life in this world of ours isn’t easy. That’s why we need each other! We need those who care enough to be concerned, those who teach and encourage, those who look to us for guidance, and most of all, we need the One who shares His love and wisdom with us all.
So, I hope you’ll bear with me as I continue to find my way in this life and share stories of my ups and downs, failures and successes, questions and more questions…. and I pray that somewhere in the midst of my ramblings, God will speak to and encourage your heart as He does mine.